This is me

I know who I am. And the only thing I have time for at this point in my life is the positive. People who lift me up and appreciate what I do for them and let me do the same for them with only love and respect in return. I no longer have energy for people and things that drain me and take me away from the true priories in life. I have nothing to hide. Flaw, mistakes, highs, lows. I was in he lowest of lows a short 5 months ago striving for answers that instead of looking for I drowned with horrible distractions. I'm not ashamed or hiding anything I've ever been through. I am weak, but more importantly I am a STRONG individual who has overcome the unthinkable in a lot of people eyes. Even my own at times. Every person can be negative but anyone who truly knows me or who has been around me know me to be positive, loving and most of all deep down happy. Even in my weakest moments I find laughter and happiness. That is me and is something that has always always been a part of me. Even at 8 being told I needed to major organ transplants to live through adulthood. I am fortunately been humble enough to know that even my hardest times would be easy for people suffering far more than me. Which is why I have chosen a different path, a different attitude to go forward with every day (Something I have worked my ass off for every day for years, but more so the last 5 months.) Even the hardest. Each day I gain more respect for myself and more strength that I am thankful every day for, and every second. I have an amazing husband who builds me up constantly, family who support me through thick and thin, some I respect and am lucky enough to call some of my best friends, and a pretty amazing friend who has let me grow and respected the times I was not myself with me giving the same in return so we can grow together with mutual respect. I am finally healthy enough to open my heart to new people and experiences and I know that even with the fear of rejection and pain I can overcome anything thrown my way. I am ready for this life, my life, cherishing two good days and the bad. I am me, unapologetically. This is my truth.